On the withdrawl train again!

Well, since I can no longer afford my medication, I am getting to go through the really fun process of withdrawl until I get something else figured out. Stupid insurance, and stupid pharmaceutical companies for making their medications cost so much. One month of my Effexor is $160. Can you believe it? Crazy, is all I can say. I have been taking the meds every other day once I found out I couldn't afford them, for the past week or so. I hope that makes the effects not near as bad. We will see. I just get to remember all of the very many other blessings I have and concentrate on those, rather than what is going on to stress me out. Calm thoughts. I just get to think calm thoughts. Anyone have a Zanex??!!...